Well from my previous history so far you may be pondering exactly what kind of issues I have to deal with.
I am writing this at 04.28Am listening to various tunes (mainly lighthouse family) and wondering what to write. I mean after hearing the life i had from 2000 you wouldn't believe it was possible for someone to sink into a dark Fugue, But i have.....
I have had my share of relationships since i have returned from Spain, but they have never lasted very long, Certainly nothing has lasted as long as my initial relationship with she who shall not be named..
I caught up with her recently and despite my hoping she would still be single i found she has a baby and she has been with her current beau for 5 years, She did however confess she was a total bitch to me when we were together, This was good news to me but, despite everything I have found myself thinking back on 'What If' I have tried so hard not to.
I discovered an envelope this week that has been with me for 10 years, it had numerous love letters and photo graphs in it, I was shocked as i thought i had lost these quite a while ago.
it sure stirred up a lot of memories, Especially the pictures i had of Maeve,Turns out I had a picture of us kissing, it alone was enough to send me crashing again, pondering 'What if'..God I never realised how much i felt about hre, or maybe its just symptoms of being single for so long.......
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