Introducing Moi

Having read posts from so many fellow bloggers i thought i would start my own blog
Since this is my first post it only makes sense to introduce myself, In the interests of anonymity i will try not to be too specific (people who know me will know the following life line)

I am currently a 31 year old single male, starting to put on the middle aged spread just a touch

Since i was a teenager i found myself and awkward ugly swan when it came to women, it didn't help that i am 'disabled' due to a childhood illness, and this always seemed to be a never ending source of amusement to the local idiots

I have gone through the normal teenage and young adult phases where i have met women i have had unrequited love with and those i have been honest with only to be ridiculed or embarrassed by them

I finally met a girl in 1999/2000 via the internet and over the course of time we eventually met (going to give a fair bit of back ground on this woman since it explains a lot)

We used to chat every night either on ICQ or phone, we once had the fun of doing an all night phone call (if you have ever seen 'The Truth about Cats and Dog's' you will know this) We chattd for 13 hours and i fell more and more for her, Then one day she announced that she was going away for a time to Ireland for a holiday, I came home form work and decided to call her for the last chat for several days while she was gone

Upon speaking to her on the phone I was overcome by loud music and jokily accused her of being in the pub, she calmly announced she was actually on the M6 north of Birmingham coming to see me for the first time before she flew to Ireland (did i mention she lived in London while i lived in the north West?didn't think so!)
Anyway I ran around like a mad ass loon getting my room cleaned for her to stay when she called me back to say she was on my local motorway and how to get to me, i passed the phone to my brother and he guided her in

She finally pulled up outside mine and i opened the front door, feeling nervous as an expectant father i saw her get out of the car, she was about 5'8 Brunette hair, blue jeans and white wool sweater (god i can't believe i remember but considering what happened thats not surprising!)

She came running up the porch and threw herself into my arms and i finally got to see her in person, she was even more beautiful than i imagined, i got introduced to her father who had driven her down and i went into the kitchen and made them some drinks, she came in to see me (i wont name her to protect her), She came over to me and we had a quick talk to each other and before i knew it we were kissing each other, it was a few minute before i heard her dad give a cough and ask if the drinks were ready, feeling embarrassed i gave him his drink and we left, i don't remember much after that but i do remember we ended up in my room and as we lay next to each other (fully clothed) i finally confessed i had lied to her and that i was actually still a virgin and she was the first girl i had ever had in my bed, she responded by kissing me and we went on from there, i remember undressing her and finally having sex with a woman, I was impressed with my performance and so was she by the noise she made and the way she responded to my touch

Anyway we saw each other every weekend (i had crappy weekend job and used to throw sickies so i could see her), We lasted 3 months before she left me and told me she was looking after a sick Auntie in Wales when she was actually living with a guy in bristol

to cut a long story short I eventually caught her out and even though you would have thought that was the end of it I couldn't let her go, I stayed in touch and ran to her rescue everytime she needed it,
(I am skipping a lot of other stuff her as it would be too easy for the lady in question to identify me and friends to recognise the circumstances)
I eventually burned out and needed to escape, i applied for a job overseas which i got accepted for, I moved there for 3 years and had the time of my life working as a holiday rep, i got the chance to re-invent myself as a cocky twat and eventually meet several other women and enjoy the flesh so to speak ( I will mention more in future posts if it's relevant)

I am now working for a major Telecoms company and have never really got over that first love who broke my heart (I tracked her down recently and she is settled with her man and a 2 year old daughter, I am happy for her i hope i can find the same love soon)

Well i will update this and elaborate more on my history as and when it needs it