Ibiza 2003

Well this is going to be a very long post,I have Lighthouse family playing, have checked my Facebook to see where everyone is so here goes

i arrived in Ibiza after a ferry journey from mallorca (not totally sure why) but i remember sitting in the lounge watching Lord of the rings in Spanish with Marlon and Adam and fair few other's, We reached the island and traveled down the gangplank to be met my Juan and the other reps on the island, we were sent to our accommodation at some Escapades property (the name escapes me) in San Ann bay, we got settled in and then headed down to mar Y Pins bar (I think it was) and got fairly drunk
We had an amazing 2 weeks of settling in, with various stuff happening each day, we even had a day when we practiced Rep speeches on the coach (Emma was terrified) and that night we went out for a few beers, Marlon left early and I left just after after telling Emma I was going, Me and Marlon were talking about her when I rolled over and saw her crying in the door, I instantly felt guilty but it turns out she was crying about me leaving here rather than what I said, I convinced here to lie next to me and we fell asleep, she woke at 6 o'clock in the morning and seemed upset as she felt she was cheating on her boyfriend at home by sharing a bed with me (I was quite insulted as I would rather have shagged her and given her a reason of feeling upset), Anyway I fell asleep and woke the next morning and and carried on training, I eventually got the Seaview hotel with Julie and Marlon and Donna and we quickly settled in to working together

After a few weeks I was doing an airport run and bought in a Kid's Rep from the UK, I dropped her off at my hotel and told her to join us at Sgt Peppers 2 that night, She came along and by the end of the evening everyone had left except me and Kelly (the new rep) and I advised her her to stay at mine that evening and I thought I had 2 bed's made up (as it turns out housekeeping had decided to strip 1 bed), so we ended up sharing the bed that night, ( I admit I took advantage and had some amazing sex that night(third girl i had slept with since losing my virginity) It took me further week to get Kelly to stay over and when we lay in bed and she questioned me I simply replied I didn't know if she wanted to stay every night or if I was taking the piss (turns out she was happy to stay at mine, The first woman I had stay in my bed more than 2 nights a week and my first attempt at regular relationship )

everything went great that season until I got hammered on an Escapades Booze Cruise and took a drunk girl home with me, after that I got transferred to Bossa and Kelly eventually left the island ( I so regret what happened, especially after the pregnancy scare, And the fact I really did love her)
Anyway once Kelly left i ended up setting the island records for the quickest and last last shag on the island (quickest was about 2 hours after I met this girl and latest as about 15 mins before catching my coach home!!)

Anyway suffice to say I shagged my season away with my holidaymakers, whether it was blow jobs on hotel balconies when i should have been working to turning up to resort meetings with my neck covered in bites, I certainly lived life to the full in Ibiza

I have to admit when i came home i did feel guilt to how i treated Kelly and that has followed me for several years since, I always regret what happened and wonder what could have been if I hadn't lost contact with her

I have to admit I was crazy about Kelly, we spent virtually every night together, and I believe if it hadn't been for me being transferred(and sleeping with a punter) and her being influenced by her friend at home, we would have been together a lot longer than we were

Alas I have loved and lost so many times since I first slept with a woman, However since then I have become more insecure with each woman, always wondering if the reason I broke up with them was my fault or if something beyond my control happened

Any this is my basic journey through Ibiza, those that know me understand a lot more that happened lol